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Dear Diary, You’re Not Safe

They are reading my diary, I know, I woke up the other week with the feeling someone had been in my room, it was just a sense, a linger in the air, I brushed it off thinking maybe it was just the new place, a quirk of the hospital. This morning I woke up andContinue reading “Dear Diary, You’re Not Safe”

Locked Up, They Won’t Let Me out

The first week here hasn’t been too awful, not completely the horrific experience I was expecting, although, something is not completely right about this place, I have so many questions. I’ve been told, well not directly but I overheard the Doctor talking to my parents in his office when they were admitting me, that eachContinue reading “Locked Up, They Won’t Let Me out”

Week 4 and the Nightmare Continues

I can feel myself weaken even further, my beliefs had always been so strong to feel this defeated was truly painful, the longer I am here the more I feel myself wishing to conform and shut my mouth. Today I was subjected to hydrotherapy… therapy suggests that it should help, should heal, relax, but whatContinue reading “Week 4 and the Nightmare Continues”

I Got Expelled… Again.

I spent the day in and out of the detention room and the head teacher’s office, so really not an unusual day for me, what did I do wrong this time? Have a modern perspective, that’s all, I simply disagreed with what a teacher was saying. It was during religious studies, and being in aContinue reading “I Got Expelled… Again.”

Hell is a place on earth, and my parents sent me to live in it…

Dear Diary, I want out, out of this shithole, I’ve seen the bruises on some of the patients I’ve seen the scars on their skin, they may be self-inflicted but some of them they couldn’t possibly be able to do. One of the girls in the changing had a large burn on her back whichContinue reading “Hell is a place on earth, and my parents sent me to live in it…”